My health care costs make me sick

So I just did the math of the cost of my health care so far this year and I want to be sick, I should not have done the math.

• So far this year my insurance has covered $57,582.00 and the portion we owe is $5800.00

• My childs health care bills so far this year $9700 we owe $1800 

• Premiums for the entire year $11,300 for our family of three. 

• Total expenses $67,282 WOW 

• So far this year we will pay $18,900 without any MORE doctor appointments

• Equal to a mortgage payment of $1575.00

• A 30 year mortgage with a payment of $1575 would buy me a $292,184 house!

•  TWO HUNDRED NINETY TWO THOUSAND ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY FOUR

• A 15 year mortgage with a payment of $1575 would buy me a $194,728 house!

• OK CAN YOU READ THOSE NUMBERS?

• Did I tell you how much I HATE THE HEALTH CARE RIP OFF INDUSTRY!?

How in the HECK is a person suppose to survive with or without health insurance? 

My Diabetes isnt going away, these costs will never stop, ever. 

Granted I wont have a baby every year but the premiums never end, the insulin I need to live will never go away, I will never go off my insulin pump, I will never go off my Dexcom and why should I have to, I shouldn't and I won't.